If only I can make someone feel so much just by writing:
I would make everyone understand how hard is it for someone who is living life being bullied.
I would make people understand how much does faith values in the world that is so full of uncertainty.
How love can be so overrated and still is underrated at the same time.
That the word ‘friends’ are so important that it is hard for me to even consider someone else as a friend.
I smile just because I’ve been struggling with my life everyday, knowing I have so much things that I left undone and I will not stop getting it done one step after another.
I miss a person on that certain time.
How I wish I can make a difference and trying so hard to make myself a better person.
That my dreams are not just a dream and I shall strive hard to make it come true.
That by living you will know that life have so much more to offer.
And how everyone is feeling the same way as I do and no one else is different.
So quiet that it seems so sad
So silent that it seems everyone is mourning
A hint of sound making it seems like someone is crying
A hint of noise making it seems like someone is breaking apart
A gesture of sound and noise
So silent yet so loud
Never ending voice of something
Signifying the night
Or maybe just an end.
I have tonnes of stuffs that is still unsettled. No internet at home and slow connection inside the campus plus having a hard time getting any reception is killing me.
And the campus is so-called trying to produce a top in the field graduate student with this kind of environment. I’f say they will succeed briliantly. Just don’t expect any credits coming from the student.
Crappy ranting. I am trying not to post anything like this but just bare with it. I felt so in debt with you people who follow this blog for not giving any update.
4wise man said “let it be”.
I say life sucks anyway
You know, as you try to leave to somewhere that you know that you hate most, eventually you’ll understand the meaning of living your life the way you wanted it the most. Yes, I’ve been enjoying the past six month of my life a lot. Yet nothing last forever, so they said and it is true.
Life have so much to offer, so they said again. But of course life will have its up and down and no matter what, always keep it in you mine that the first line still aplies.
Though I will not leave for somewhere that is so far away in terms of distance from where I call home, I will be far away from all the life that I loved most. I landed myself with a partnership offer that well, not so bright for me to take so I turned it down. I published my own zine along with my friends and got my article being read by a lot more people than I can imagine. Volunteering at soup kitchen, thank you Syaq for introducing me to the ever lovely Pertiwi Soup Kitchen family. Taking care of the orphans over at the Rumah Titian Kaseh. And so much more.
All that I ever wanted to do, I thank you all of my friends and family for that.
I will go to another chapter of my life now and finish it. Thank you for spending time to read this and have a wonderful day ahead.
Ps. I write this on my phone. Sorry for the grammar mistake if I did not corrected it.
This blog will not be updated back until the month of September due to some lack of motivation to write and some personal beheading experience. So the writer said. Me.
I am very sorry but in the mean time please do check out on other post and give a comment or anything on it.
He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.
Hello guys. I’ve been way too busy to write anything for the past week. I’m still adjusting to my new workplace and my new house and everything else that I barely have enough free time for myself. I have tonnes of materials to work on but for now I have to put that things aside just for a while.
The next zine will be coming out and still on production. If you guys are interested in sending any of your piece please do so via email. The theme will be festival of colours or close to it. If you guys want to know what zine is, check out this post.