The Best 6 Months

As you might or might not know, I am a troubled architecture students because of my stubbornness. My lecturer were giving me a hard time and failed me twice on my design course which lead me to a very unsatisfying life. But that was 6 months ago.

I choose to take a break from my studies which at first, didn’t seem like a very good idea but then, life have so much more to offer. I got to do what I wanted to do and meet all new and different sort of people that makes life so much more lively than it was before.

I was never the kind who opens up stories about my own life just because I hate it. I used to be hating the question of “So, what are you doing now man?”. But the case is now I was waiting for it. Waiting to share all the stories of my life. Story will always be meant to be shared not told. So I did wrote that before.

Working in the professional world gives me a lot of experience to say that, that kind of life, wasn’t meant for me. I am so in love with the art world that I want to be one with it in other ways. But still, I will be working professionally for 10years coming just so I can realise every bits of my dreams. I have a dream and I know I’m not the only one. So say one of the four wise man.

For my reader, I shall say thanks for spending time to read, and watch all the post that I’ve posted and do expect more to come. This is just another life story of mine and thank you for spending time on this blog.

Toddler

I see you
a small fragile kid
So naive you are
I see you

Smile and learn
never to forget what a smile is
Cause as you grow
you will learn sadness

Passion Or Money

“I am an architecture student but as I continue on this path it seem that I was not right about it after all.”

Those are the words that often echo in the life of architecture student. But then again most of them turn out to be an architect as well. I am no different than the words spoken as I have tonnes of interest in something else. Most of it have to do with arts, or might as well everything that I wanted to do have to do with the heart of an artist. But in the end I choose architecture just because I love the art of thinking more.

Everyone have their own individual hobby as to speak, I myself love photography, music, writing and something else. But what does it have to do with architecture. How does it help having something else besides architecture as an interest? I would say a lot.

Tonnes of people I knew of in the world of architecture love something else more than the subject itself and in the end they realise and pursue it and became successful. Realising what you want to do is very important as it may lead to realising what is more important. Once, I had an argument of either choosing passion or money. I choose passion. However, it is never wrong to choose money too. It really is up to the person own decision.

For I live according to my passion and I wanted happiness to whatever I will encounter, someone else choose to live in hardship and follow their passion afterwards. In the end it is all about passion. Just so you know the debate about passion or money started off with, “if I follow my passion I do not think I will be successful, so I reject your words.” It is how you wanted it to be.

Inception

By Syahiezran Ahmad Rosli

Character

Let me tell you a story about this girl. A girl who was excitingly trying to be happy in whatever situation possible. She was admired by a lot of boys who were undeniably cool and handsome but strangely always will she fell for that one boy that never was anything but a man.

She had this smile on her face that makes people smile unconsciously whenever they look at her. As if it was in a scene in a movie where there this one group of girls, and no matter what, she will always be seen first by a man. She had this composure of being someone that will always be well known and everyone will always find it grateful to be just around her. Always will she shines as never will she ever not smile in front of strangers that have nothing against her.

But of all the happiness, she will always be sad in front of the failure of her relationship. Always will she never smile when it comes to being look down by someone that she look up. She had always been looking around for happiness because deep down inside, no matter how hard she tried looking for that happiness that she herself never been able to feel, she know that until she finds it, she will never be a woman that she want to grow up into.

Character

A man had always thought that every person that he admired was better than him and never will he be better then them. He was always felt down when meeting with the person whom he had admired. One who helps people without any hesitation, naive you call it but he never will ever be able to help people without thinking more than once. One who is smart at school and will always get better grades than him no matter how hard he tried, oh yes he tried until he almost never be able to past his exam due to not coming at all. One who had the family of ever loving, never was he good with his family though he did tried, wrongly that is. One who have a wonderful relationship with another loved ones, he will always be the one to reject one who love him and fell for one whom he can not even trust, yet he called it love. He was naive.

But yet after all that downfall he had in life, a lesson which he admire the most was the lesson that thought him to love himself more than admiring people who he was not. He who will always be there when a friend needs help, not caring about where or when, he can be the best friend one can ever have. He who will ever follow his passion no matter how hard it is, no matter how many are against it, no matter how. He who can always learn to be a better person and learn to accept anything and everything that cannot be change, though will strive hard if he have faith that it can be done. He who will always value love, for everything that he believed in, as he will never lose hope of loving.

As far as he goes, the stories will begin with this character. He who learnt to know himself as he was never aware of who he was and who he will be. He will soon say this to a lot of other person that will feel how he felt, “No matter how sad you think you are, even the people you admired will always have something to learn from you and you should be happy for that.”.